My whole life been chaos especially since my mom died last October in a bad wreck I somehow miraculously survived. I grew up know how to do a lot of this stuff but sometimes one's mindset goes into the f it and forget it mood. Especially when suffering from iron deficiency anemia. I bought they and kept forgetting to try them. Well after a while that f it forget it mood made things worse. I have a really missed up shoulder so I'm struggling to do everything I need to do, plus I am a college student and in my senior year and now it all hitting me the f it mood as well as I got to do this mood. My mom would not want me to be living like this in her trailer which is sad because it is barely a year or two old... So I am painfully aware that I am failing my mom's legacy, so now that I am more aware of everything I need to pick myself up and try to find ways to get everything done and as best as possible to the right way without draining myself or hurting my dominant shoulder worse (which is the one I hurt badly.) So now I am sent all my files for this to Google drive that way I have better access to them on both laptop and phone soon I will be filling these out and putting it in motion. Wish me luck. I glanced through them and thought just maybe this will help if I ever get around to filling out and applying it to my everyday life. Since I seemed to lost all structure and need to rebuild it into my mind, so this will be very useful and I hope I can find a way to make it fun because I don't like cleaning up much 😜. (I went into a deep PTSD dream like state for close to a year.)
